IV: The Orange Sunglasses
Ray gripped the cold door handle and turned it downward—he’d
unlocked it.
His heart raced, pumping energy that spread in a warm
wave over his body. He flexed his hands restlessly. Anything could be behind
that door. He turned his eyes to Paula, who lay curled up on one of the discolored
towels. Should he wait for her? No, no—she didn’t like this place. It would
probably only stress her out to have to think about exploring a locked part of
the chamber.
Quietly he rose to his feet and slipped into the dark
room.
His face contorted with confusion as he peered into the
area before him. Against the far wall was a mattress, complete with disheveled
sheets and a deflated pillow that still bore the impression of a head that had lain
against it.
His heart sank. Why in the world was there a bed down
here? Maybe Paula had been right. Maybe someone was
using this place, and frequently enough to sleep
here.
…But
still, what even was
this? Some place of work? Wouldn’t a worker just go
back home at the end of the day, and sleep there instead? So then, what if this
underground chamber was somebody’s home?
He brushed the bed sheet with his hand. It was coated
in an airy black dust that clung to his fingertips. His shoulders relaxed. The
room must have been ancient; maybe he and Paula, and more importantly their
access to the pantry, were safe after all.
He turned his attention to the other parts of the tiny
room. There was a cramped wood desk against another one of the walls, with a
chair tucked in. Its surface was entirely cloaked by a mess of papers, on many
of which were scribbled black bars obscuring lines of text or handwriting.
It did not occur once to Ray that these papers likely
contained private matters that he, out of moral principle, should not explore.
Rather, he fidgeted his hands in excitement over where he should start in
perusing the pile. He picked one at random, pulling a paper of which only the
corner was exposed under the weight of dozens of others, and held it up to
read:
June
1st
I woke up. I walked to the sink
and washed my face. Then I changed clothes. My hand hurts. Then I got a box of
cereal and ate approximately one and a half servings of dry cereal in a plastic
bowl. Then I put the bowl in the sink and rinsed it. Then I put the box of
cereal back. Then I poured a glass of water. I had a sip of water.
Insufferable! The entire page went on and on in the
same agonizing fashion! He discarded it to the floor and picked up another:
May
9th
I
woke up. I walked to the sink and washed my face. Then I changed clothes. Then
I poured myself a glass of water and drank some of it. I coughed once. Then I
ate some dry cereal in a bowl.
What was with this person? Who would bother tracking such mundanities
with such detail? Was that really what all these papers were?
He picked another:
May
20th
I woke up. I walked to the sink
and washed my face. Then I changed clothes.
In disbelief, he let it glide from his hand to the
floor. An excruciatingly boring journal, and on loose-leaf pages! Whoever had
lived here had had too much time on their hands.
Suddenly, a loud metallic clanging from outside.
Ray forgot the papers.
He
peered out of the bedroom into the main part of the chamber on light feet,
where Paula was sitting up on her towel, the light behind her eyes flashing
orange. She reached a hand out to her side, where Ray had been resting, and
found that he had gone.
“I’m
here,” he called in a whisper. “I know, I hear it too.”
“What
if it’s someone who works here?” she whispered back.
Ray
paused and imagined a man on the surface, kneeling over the manhole. What would
he think when he came in and saw them? Maybe he would call the police. Or try
to hurt them for having invaded his space.
But the noise was rhythmic. Tap-tap-tap-tap, in clusters of four, over and over again.
“I don’t think it’s a person,” he said. “Doesn’t sound
like one.”
He stepped towards the ladder and looked upward at the
bottom of the manhole cover. It vibrated with each clang. The noise was
certainly coming from up there; something was knocking against the lid.
“Don’t open it,” Paula hissed.
“I won’t,” he said, but already he was placing a foot
on the bottom rung, followed by his hands, and then he was ascending steadily
to the manhole cover. The clanging was loud and brash and pierced his ears in
jagged throbs as he climbed and neared the metal disc. TAP-TAP-TAP-TAP. He pushed forcefully upward and the cover swung open, a blast of humid
air rushing down the ladder column.
Ray raised his head out of the hole and past ground
level. There, standing before him in the tangled grass and fallen leaves, was
the great black bird. It stood proudly and testily, like it was irritated that
Ray had kept it waiting. It cocked its head and scrutinized him with beady eyes
that shone a dull red.
Then in a flurry of hasty wing flaps, the bird launched
itself down the hole and into the underground chamber. Ray slammed the cover
shut behind him and slid down the rungs in pursuit.
Paula was shielding her face as the bird surged around
the room, knocking into walls and grazing against the floor until it calmed
itself and settled on the center of the floor, a couple of its fallen black
feathers gliding to the floor beside it.
“It was just the bird,” Ray said.
Paula was smoldering, in disbelief of Ray’s
disobedience and of the persistence of the bird.
“What is wrong with this bird?” she spat. “Why does it hate us?”
Suddenly the bird broke from its stance and hurled
itself towards the towels Ray had lain down on the smudged floor. It snatched
Paula’s sunhat off one of the towels, took a few mischievous steps forward, and
in a clean snap of its beak, tore through the band of the hat so that it fell misshapen
to the floor and curled awkwardly like the peel of an orange.
“Did it just break something?” Paula asked, digging her
nails into her scalp.
“Your hat,” Ray said hesitantly.
Paula balled her hand into a fist. “It hates me! I
don’t get it!”
“Yeah,
that was…weird,” he said, kneeling on the ground and holding the ripped fabric
in his hand.
“Why
did you let it in?”
“I
didn’t!” he said. “I just opened the lid to check, and he flew in.”
“You
shouldn’t have opened the lid.” Paula slapped her shoulder. “I think you let in
some mosquitoes, too,” she grumbled.
“If
I hadn’t, he would’ve kept making that loud noise, and it could’ve drawn
someone’s attention to where we are.”
“So,
what, then he’s just going to stay here?”
Ray
considered her words. If someone outside was suspicious of the metallic clanging
noise, another clanging noise five minutes later would only add fuel to their
curiosity.
“We can let him out in the morning, and see if
it happens again.”
Paula sighed impatiently.
“Fine. I don’t care. I’m going back to sleep.”
With not a pin of light
breaking through the cover of the manhole, there was no way to tell time from
the inside of the underground chamber. Ray restlessly entertained himself with
the bird, watching as it preened its magnificent wings and hopped from corner
to corner, conducting its peculiar investigations of clumps of dust and smudges
of grime on the walls.
It could have been
morning, or it could have been earlier or perhaps later, but in keeping with
his compromise, in a couple of hours Ray ascended the ladder and opened the lid—but
the bird did not follow. In fact, it hadn’t even seemed to notice him opening
the lid in the first place. He slid back down to the floor and locked eyes with
the bird, who was perched on the top edge of the door to the kitchen, eyeing
him daringly.
Ray sighed and circled
around to the back of the door, then clapped and waved his hands behind the
bird in an attempt to inspire flight. But the bird, instead, turned to face him
and eyed him once more disapprovingly.
“Yeah, the bird’s not
leaving. I think he’s gonna stay.”
“What do you mean, ‘stay’?
You mean, indefinitely?”
Ray paused. “Maybe?” The
bird clicked its beak.
“What are you gonna feed
it? Do you even know what that thing eats?”
No, he didn’t.
“I’ll try letting him out
again in a little,” he said. “But he’s being pretty good right now. He’s just
sorta sitting there.”
“Yes, until he decides to
attack something else.”
Ray’s mind was elsewhere
already. Ah! He hadn’t even shown her the room!
He led her to the open
doorway and into the bedroom, describing everything in detail. As he did, he
realized just how much of the room he himself hadn’t yet had the chance to
notice. On the wall opposite the mattress hung a large dusty chalkboard that
covered almost the entirety of the wall space, on which the faint white ghosts
of old marks were still visible, but not clearly enough to be legible. Tiny
nibs of chalk lay haphazardly on the floor before it. In one corner of the room
was a hole, small in diameter but very deep (a toilet?). The whole room was
very strange; bare in terms of essentials, but plentiful in other items. He
recounted to Paula his discovery from the night before, of all the bizarre journal
entries, and how all of them detailed more or less the same mundane activities.
She was as disturbed as he had been over the presence of a bed, but was
comforted by the thick layer of dust that enveloped it.
It might have been day,
or it might have been night, but after narrating the room Ray began to feel
tired and sluggish, and soon lay himself to rest on the mattress of towels in
the main room.
He awoke to Paula
standing before him, wearing a pair of sunglasses. At first Ray didn’t
recognize them, as their frame and lenses were a bright orange, unlike the
black pair he’d found in the woods where the bird had dropped the broken water
bottle. But then he realized the color was not from the material itself, but a
result of the material absorbing the warm light that shone out of Paula’s eyes—now
that the glasses were on her face, they were no longer black but glowed a
brilliant orange that flickered towards crimson or gold as she moved her head.
“It’s so dark,” she said
faintly.
Ray wasn’t quite sure how
to respond. “Like before, no?”
“No, everything was
bright before.” She took off the sunglasses and averted her gaze so as not to
blind him. The light from her eyes bounced off the metal wall and illuminated the
entire room in a soft glow. “See, everything is very bright now if I don’t have
these on. Bright yellow.” She placed the glasses back on her face. “But now
everything is black.”
She took a breath, and
her shoulders relaxed. “It’s like the world has stopped screaming at me.”
“But
it’s strange, it’s like—” she continued, stepping in the direction of the
ladder, where the weak lightbulb hung. “I can see light, right here. Is that a
light?”
“Yes!
Yeah, it is!” Ray jumped to his feet and followed her to the lightbulb. “You
can see that?”
“That’s
an actual light? That I can see?”
“Yeah,
it’s a lightbulb!” Ray was beaming.
Paula
outstretched an arm and tapped her fingers to the bulb. She pursed her lips as
if to catch herself from smiling.
“Can
I see them for a second? The sunglasses?” he asked tentatively, afraid to take
them from her but blazingly curious about what was different about these
glasses.
Paula
removed them slowly, as if unsure of separating herself from them, then handed
them to him.
The
glasses were sleek and simplistic, now reduced to a cold black without the
light from Paula’s eyes. There was no logo or brand name, and the entire piece
seemed to be made of the same material. He handed them back.
She
touched their frames as she gazed at the lightbulb, her face only inches away.
“I want to see the sky.”
Given
that right now she could only see the lightbulb, Ray was unsure of how much
she’d be able to see. But they could try.
They
climbed the ladder, ascending the dark column until they reached the manhole
cover. Ray pushed forcefully with both his hands, and the lid swung open,
afternoon sunlight streaming down into the chamber.
“Oh,
my God! Oh, my God,” Paula exclaimed.
Ray
heaved himself up onto the grass, and an iguana scurried out of the way into
the bushes. “What? Anything different?”
Paula
was gripping the final rung of the ladder and gazing up at the canopy, through
which rays of Sun cut in jagged beams. “I can see.”
“What
can you see?” Ray asked hastily.
“Eh—Everything?
Everything,” she said, lifting herself to her feet and walking straight to the
trunk of a palm tree. She placed her hands on the bark and gazed into the lines
and ridges like the trunk was a page in a book.
She
craned her neck and looked above, through the intertwined branches and into the
afternoon sky. In the light, her hair was not so dull, and he could see that
there were strands of brighter purple and magenta intertwined with the darker
shades. “I knew it,” she whispered.
“You
knew what?”
She
stared, head fixed upward. “That that’s what the Sun looks like.”
“Okay,
well don’t…stare at it too long,” he laughed.
Paula
whipped her head to look at Ray and furrowed her brow. “You look awful.”
“What?”
Ray suddenly felt as though he were being examined by some high-brow fashion
designer.
“Your
hair, your clothes, everything, it’s all a mess! You don’t take care of
yourself!”
He
didn’t?
“I
think I’m doing alright considering the circumstances.”
She
hummed to herself doubtfully, turning her attention back to the trees and the
grass. She held herself like an inspector, pouting her lips in curiosity and
criticism for her surroundings. She flexed her arms in the warmth of the Sun,
stretching her fingers. She lingered for a minute, observing the woods and piecing
through the past couple of days’ events with the new imagery in mind. Then she
suddenly turned back to Ray.
“I want to see the room.”
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